Jane get me off this crazy thing!!!

Yet again, it has happened. I got excited for a job that I thought was perfect for me, and I'd be perfect for. Thought for sure I had it in the bag and any day now I could quit Target. And yet... Nope! Rug was pulled out from under me again. Yes, they liked me. They think I'd fit in great . And clearly I'm qualified, but they don't think they have enough work to afford to bring me on staff at this time. Argh! "Maybe" in fourth quarter they can. I feel defeated. I feel beaten down. I feel exhausted. And it's no wonder. It's been 13 months people! This emotional roller coaster of being excited only to be let down again make it tougher to want to keep buying a ticket and stand in line.