"Everybody's doin' it!"

It feels like often that everyone around you is getting pregnant except for you. I want to know what was in the water that I missed four or five months ago! Two of my cousins are pregnant, a friend of ours Traci (who was told she'd never be able to have children) and two ladies at work. And I think they are all around the four/five month mark. I'm very happy for all of them but I have little pity parties that come in spurts and now that the two women at work are starting to show I have a little "why not me?" envy.
Because I'm currently working at Target I see PG women every day. And have to stock the diaper isle and walk past cute clothes, etc. I think it would be easier if I worked in an office where baby-fever wasn't in my face day after day.
Jeff says that "patients is a virtue. And you just don't have it." Which is true. But sometimes you just feel like saying "Isn't 12 cycles enough to teach me that lesson?" COME ON NOW.
Brit & Barb's daughters are now over a year old. Learning to walk, learning to talk. I guess what it comes down to is the worry that you will never get to experience that. Never celebrate a mother's day of your own. And today that fear has won the battle of the day, but I live to fight again tomorrow.