Ice bar in Vegas 2012

Ice bar in Vegas 2012

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

All aboard the cRaZy TrAiN

Yep, you always think "This time I won't go nuts.  I won't google, I won't test, I will just wait patiently."

YEAH RIGHT!

You become an IF cray cray train!  What's that you ask?

It's that thing, when a women won't stop making ridiculous statements about phantom symptoms that are most likely due to the hormones she's taking.
(Sorry, I love Stephan and have him in my head right now)
Since this is my last 2ww ever you want to hear my crazy train?  I think my nipples are bigger, yes nuts over here.  Jeff thinks they're the same but whateves -  I know my nips.  I have had twinges and sharp cramps but only in a specific area...if you split my uterus into four quadrants it's the upper right.  My cray cray thoughts is if it was drugs, wouldn't it be in various places where as if it's implantation pain it would be localized to one spot right?

HUNGRY!  We know from my c/p that when PG I'm seriously hungry.  Now, I'm not *as* hungry as I was then but check this shit out (Please no judging remember I said I'm on massive hormones)...Yesterday for breakfast I was all healthy; glass of OJ and bowl of Special K with 2% Milk.  Then it went down hill...for lunch I had a Quarter Pounder with cheese meal with fries from McD ***AND*** a fish fillet.  And when I was done eating it?  I was like "I could still eat.  I'm not full."  So I had a peanut butter cup and a kit kat from the dwindling halloween stash.  Then for dinner, I was a work and I asked them to make me a grilled cheese and fries - they forgot so I ran out to Panda Express and got a bowl with fried rice and orange chicken and inhaled that shit in ten minutes.  And guess what?  After that gluttonous day, I lost two pounds.  LOST WEIGHT.  Oh if only this happened all the time from eating like that!

Not to mention the low blood sugar this morning (maybe from the candy and orange chicken last night but really that's not much sugar compared to other times).  And the weird ass dreams.  So I caved and took one of the cheapy internet test strips one of the girls sent me this morning.  at 5dp6dt.  I consider it like 10dpo because while it's a six day embryo it's development is that of most five days.  But still possible to have a positive, but nope- stark white.  But I know these are not that sensitive.  I won't use an FRER until the weekend.

But I'm just shaking my head, can't believe no matter how hard I try the cray cray always kick in around this time.  Five more days until beta....Aarrgghh!!!

4 comments:

  1. Hahahaha! I remember going nuts like this too! Good luck! Hopefully these 5 days fly by :D

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  2. I go nuts every month and come up with crazy symptoms and my husband thinks I'm nuts! I remember when I did a 5 day transfer it wasn't until 7 or 8 days AFTER the transfer did I get a positive line...so keep hoping girlie!! :) Prayers for you!

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  3. KatiB - It's JBDamonM from The Bump.

    Let me tell you a little story. With my IVF cycle and BFP - I rode the crazy train like no other in the days right before my beta. Literally the day before I could barely get out of bed because I was so upset, convinced it did not work.
    Well, morning of beta (I did not POAS through this process)...As I was getting in the shower, I noticed........ my nipples were bigger!!! True story, the one anly sign I had of anything working going into the beta.... so you could be onto something.

    And I also had one day with a constant twinge - cramp in one part of my ute. For me it was the lower right. Never moved.

    Good luck. I have EVERYTHING crossed for you.

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  4. Keeping everything crossed for you! Hopefully these last 4 days or so until your beta fly by. I think the waiting is one of the worst parts of this journey.

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