So tonight I've seen several gals with the IUI done today bragging about their husband's wonderful counts. "262 million!" "Mine had 170 post wash!" And it just feels like a knife stabbing right into my heart. And then twisting.
I wonder, is this how some women feel when I post that I always ovulate be cd15? Or that my follies grow fast and I have ones over 18mm by cd10? I'm sure it is. I don't mean to torture them anymore then they are trying to rub it in my face...but it still hurts.
A lot.
Ice bar in Vegas 2012
Kati, I feel the same way when girls post "Whew, SA is all clear, thank goodness!" or "My husband has super sperm!"
ReplyDeleteI seriously take offense to these posts, but then I realize it's all about our diagnosis and that we'll get there someday.
Thinking of you this week and praying for the best for you!
(sbrowns)
I feel your pain. Although we don't have MFI diagnosis, my husband's counts were no where near the numbers I've seen on the bump lately. I just have to remind myself, it only takes one. Best of luck to you this cycle! :)
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